.....thats how much i weighed?! Seven....Eleven.....KEVIN?!

I met my new bro today, Lemuel Vincent Fornasdoro. It was very weird seeing him today, thinking that he was gonna be fatter.
He held my finger, looked at me and smiled, it was a very touching moment, a feeling i can't describe and put into words.

JKL hehe, three ninjas

....death of 2009

My Uncle Rading died a few hours ago.
As i saw him lay there it brought back memories, memories that will remain forever sealed deep in my heart.
Goodbye uncle, you're in a better place now, i'll catch a drink with ya next time.

.....death of 2009

My uncle is on his death bed in temecula right now, and there's no chance of a miracle.
The beginning of 2009 my family went through a dramatic loss, we lost someone who practically raised M clan. In june on my birthday we lost a member of M Clan to a car accident, Harry Martinez, a former gangster who was just about to turn his life around, getting out of jail just to see his father pass, unfortunate that his passing happened before his fathers. Tatay's sister, M Clan's Grandmother/lola pass several months later, none of us saw that coming. One death after another, its just hard to believe, now its my uncle Ra-ding, his lungs filled with liquid and him leaving behind a wife, daughter, and a son. I wonder why a god as powerful as he is would treat us so cruel, i understand that death is a part of life, but why us?

I wish my uncle the heaven he envisions. Sorry i can't catch a drink with ya in this life, maybe next time.

.....to this other world you speak of.

My reasons have changed, and i don't know why i just feel....different

Bye bye.

....I swore NEVER again.

It figures what i hated the most is happening again. The things i swore to protect are fading away into the dark abyss of the past, the future keeps taking away from me, my friends, family, and anyone precious to me.
I've lost friends already, and they're the reason i have a livejournal, now my friendship with a dear friend Alex Garcia is in vain. I wanted to protect my friends from anything, but as it figures....
.....i can't protect a damn thing.

......and they don't have a clue!

And if he falls in love tonight
It can be assumed
His carefree days with us are history
In short, our pal is doomed.

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

started our own little project, its called "Keyblade"

....True! just cause i'm like that.
So recently i've been chatting with a friend via text messaging.
and i kinda made up this game.

"Q&A over True or False"
You ask the person a question and they can answer with a truth or a lie.
You then state true or false whether or not you think the answer is true or not.
If you get it right its one point.

We were supposed to play to five, we're currently on question 23.
"Good luck dude"

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/42_(number)
....42

.....to fight harder then ever before!

Wow, look at whats going on, i just turned 18 and i've graduated high school.
I guess its time.

See you guys later!

...to celebrate our prom and live like this night is our last.
I'll be sure to see you there, not just cause your going, just cause i wanna see you. hahaha.

I asked her, so HA!

.....isn't he just velvety?

Its been awhile, after the hour of school, me and my friends ended up at my house until 10, afterwhich i went to babysit my cousin. His classmates are a riot.
So my friend asked me who i was going to take to prom, i said i was going stag, until i learned that my other friend doesn't have a date either.
I was going to ask her in a stupid way like "you wanna go stag with me?" but thats lame.
after talking to her and chickening out of actually asking her, i started to ask myself should i really ask her?
i mean both of us, we're complete opposites, she's a hard working respectable person who wants to be a pediatrician.
i'm a lazy guy who wants to join a military operations and come up with weapon development and help rid the world with weapons that kill.
I guess i'm over thinking it too much.

after that i start to loathe around my house for an hour or so, i then end up picking up my 5th grade yearbook when i was supposed to be looking for my homecoming pictures last year. i wondered how my old friends were doing, so i call Kurth and ask him about all the friends i haven't seen or talked to in awhile, he then hooks me up with my old friend Gisele, OMG let me tell ya, she has changed so much, and its funny cause she loves gabe bondoc. She also hasn't been to a concert before so i promised her i would take her one day. Anyway we started talking about the past and all about our old friends. i can't wait to meet up with them again. its been so long.

That's not my style.

If i'm going down, i'm going down Hacking, Slashing, Shooting, or Destroying my obstacle.
And if that don't work, I'm going down with my arms raised high and two thumbs up!

Goodbye Nanay....
you passed away yesterday and i still can't believe it.
You're gone from this world and i'll never see you again. However I know your in a better place, free from sufferage, and the pains that you experienced are all gone now.
Now that your gone all these memories are coming back of when i came home and you told me "when you get hair cut?" everytime I came home that was your reaction, also the times when i went to the parties and everytime i would see what i would call brown rice (kakanin), I'll never taste the same sensation again.

1926-2009
R.I.P Nanay
You'll forever be in our prayers.

What do i do about this crisis, i want an amv that tells the story of the gundams and how they change the course of wars!
Not just some clips jumbled together with music and then they say its an AMV.
Not just some song that came from the gundam series that people think is an epic song.

There's gotta be a good Gundam AMV somewhere out there!

Currently i am hanging with 11 members of M clan and we're all playing Rockband 2.
I swear this is our generation's Karaoke, we bond more than just one person having fun, a cast of 4 plays.

Well, just 4 more ours to M clan's first ever white elephant.
HAHAHAHA, everybody is moving away from Rockband now. hahahaha. well, now to see what everyone is doing. LATER!

So today was kinda slow at first,
I couldn't make up my mind what to do when i awoke, so i went on the computer to check a few things.
Afterwards i play some Brawl and try to obtain more people, i'm missing one person now, and his name is Toon Link.
For breakfast was something i will not be having for awhile, the homemade EggMcMuffin. (and yes i did cook and eat them) P.S. PAIN IN THE BUTT!

When time passed with all the essential needs of the house i realized whow much time went by, 15 minutes....15 FREAKIN minutes.
With nothing better to do i decide to take a nice, hot, refreshing, peaceful shower,
I got dressed and waited for time to die.

Few Hours Later....
I finish getting ready to head over to Rachelle's house for the 42 Christmas party. WHOOO~~~~~ YAAAAAAHHHH~~~~~~~APPLAUD~~~~~~
At first it was just me, rachelle, and Mini-Albert.
Shortly after was Jin-"Sama"
Upon Jen's arrival we started to discuss our secret santas, and try to figure out who we got for out 10-25(THOUGHT 30) budget.
Jen Got Bianca
Bianca Got Johnny
Johnny Got Jen
Mini-Albert got Albert
Kevin Got Vic
Vic got Jade
Rachelle Got Kevin
And i forget the rest....
:P
Rachelle being my secret santa got me a boken, i have named it Apten, Latin for Penguin (Aptenodytes). XD
I was $3.50 dollars over the max to get my gundam kit. TT_TT oh well, my fault didn't include shipping and handling.

After the gift exhange we take pictures, and the age old question that never seems to get old.
"What do we do now?"
explained by the boys "Brawl? Brawl? Braaaaawl?" just like the seagulls in "Finding Nemo"
Vic really enjoyed his present, a 4 in 1 pull up bar thingy. (i forget the name xD)
Hopefully that gets his weight down to what he wants it to be. 135?
His weight was 140.
Something i didn't expect, i weigh 132....

And now i'm currently playing with my little wooden flute trying to figure out how to play Lugia's Song from it.

...unless you have the guts to face it by yourself.

Today was uber easy.
Final + Final = 1/2 day!
Afterwards my friends headed over to my place for some Soul Calibur IV and Brawl.
John thinks he's good at the game, but every time he loses his temper.
Cory...well, cory is more into the shooter games, he won once for being Snake
Edgardo? lets see, he plays only when he has the smash ball so hahaha. Even with it he doesn't stand a chance against me or Alex.
Alex was being his normal self, majority of the time he was playing and winning to that fact.
As for me, I was just being my stupid self.

After Brawl for some reason we head down memory lane, started watching the Trailers, Videos, and Talkshows we did in the past.
Incredibly we really amused ourselves today. Nico told me to look up "the count censored" and i did, HYSTERICAL!